Saturday, June 27

Dad's home...

Dad was released from the hospital last Wed., but since then I have had little Internet accessibility. So I thought an update might be in order about now.

Dad is home and is recovering from all of his surgeries and hospital stays. He is able to get up and move around but needs to take it easy to begin with. He will be seeing his doctors for follow up appointments and then starting Chemo in the next few weeks.

Wednesday, June 17

Wordless Wednesday in Florida














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Monday, June 15

took it, blessed it, broke it, gave it...


On my way home from the hospital on Sunday morning, I heard a message being preached on the radio and it has stuck with me.

He was talking about when Jesus came back after the ressurection and walked along with a couple of the men that had followed him. They did not recognize him and asked him if he were a stranger to Nazareth. They then proceeded to tell him what had happened to the man they knew as the Messaih. When they reached these men's destination they pleaded with the "Stranger to stay with them for the night." Jesus did stay with them and he ate with them.

Ready? Here comes the revalation that this preacher shared through the airwaves...

The bible tells us that Jesus "Took the bread, He Blessed the bread, He Broke the bread and then He gave them the bread. When he "Broke the bread" their eyes then saw that it had actually been Jesus that they were with. Then Jesus dissapeard. There was a revelation revealed at the "Breaking of the bread." The preacher then spoke of many more times that this happened in scripture. The feeding of the five thousand "He took the bread and fish, He blessed the bread and fish, He broke the bread and fish and then gave the bread and fish to the disciples to give to the people." The feeding of the four thousand, again "He took the bread and fish, He blessed the bread and fish, He broke the bread and fish and then he gave the bread and fish to the disciples to give to the people." At the last Passover with His disciples "Jesus took the bread, He blessed the bread, He broke the bread and then he gave the bread to the disciples and told them to eat..." The preacher then made the point that Jesus does the same with us. "He takes us, He blesses us, He breaks, and then He gives us." He spoke of how Jesus takes us (at salvation.) Then he proceedes to shower us with many blessings. Then comes time for him to break us. He allows us to go through difficulties in our lives. Yes the "Breaking" is difficult and hard for us to go through, but it is necessary in our lives.

At this point I had gotten back to my mom's house and needed to be with my children so I did not hear the rest of this sermon. It seems to me though that this point could also be made: Each time Jesus gave the bread, he gave it first to the disciples and then they were to also in turn give it to the people. So if we work from the point that this preacher had made that Jesus does the same with us then we could safely say that Jesus gives us the word so that we can take it to the people. So I would say that when we get revelation on what God is saying to us, when we are given the words of God, we are expected by Jesus to give it then to the people in our lives. We can not say "Wow, that was good stuff!" and then horde it for our very own. We also should not hear the word on Sunday at our church and then not allow that word to go with us past the church doors. We need to put that Word into our spirits so that when Jesus gives us the opportunity or gives the person that needs to hear it, we have it to give. It was given to us for the express purpose of giving it away. So I encourage you. When you hear a message at church, on the radio in the car, just in your own quiet times, however He gives it to you, PASS IT ON!


Sunday, June 14

Isaiah 41:10...


This verse spoke to me this morning at the Hospital chapel...
10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.- NIV (New International Version)

10'Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.' -New American Standard version

10 I've picked you. I haven't dropped you.'Don't panic. I'm with you. There's no need to fear for I'm your God.I'll give you strength. I'll help you. I'll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you. - The Message version

10Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice.- The Amplified version

10Don't be afraid. I am with you.
Don't tremble with fear.
I am your God.
I will make you strong,
as I protect you with my arm
and give you victories. - Contemporary English Version


It has been said about me that I am sappy and sentimental. Very true. I like cheesy love songs. I like sappy romance movies. I melt when I hear about a husband adoring his wife. I am Sappy and Sentimental like that. Since I am such an emotional thinker, reading scripture can also become very heartfelt and God tends to lead me directly to the words that he wants for me to hear from HIM.

When it was time for my dad to be bathed this morning I stepped away and found the hospital chapel. The prayer cards in the Chapel had the verse Isaiah 41:10 written on them and my heart and mind immediatley felt soothed. I then found Bible Gateway online and looked up all the many translations of what God had directed me to see from HIM. The few that I listed above are the ones that I felt drew me in the most.

I like how it goes beyond saying "Don't fear" and also says "Don't panic" or be "Anxious." Those were all things I had been feeling before getting here and I thought that when I got here that the relief I felt over being here had calmed the "Fear" but when I read these versions of this verse over and over it was like putting ointment on a sore spot.

It was also encouraging to read in the amplified version "I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you." I once again felt that God does KNOW what we are all going through here and IS with us even in the most difficult of times.


Thank you Jesus for being everything that you tell us You are.

Finally here with my family...


I have now been in Florida for two full days and I got the chance to stay with my dad overnight last night. His medications make him very sleepy so I mostly allowed him to rest.

He is scheduled for surgery on Monday morning at 7:30am. He will be having his left kidney removed in order to illiminate the fluid leaking into his stomach and the infection caused from the leaking. After the surgery he will no longer need many of the tubes that are now coming from his abdomial area. This will be a huge relief for him.

He has been eating, although the meds make everything taste differently so he is not eating very much. He does drink Ensure and that gives him any nutrients he may be missing from not eating.

Someone from the family is with him at all times. This not only helps his mental status, but also helps to make sure that he is physically getting what he needs from nurses and other hospital staff. My aunts (his sisters) were here yesterday afternoon and were able to get him up and walking around. He walked all around the nurses station (the furthest he has walked so far) and we are all very proud of his progress.

Please be praying for him while he is in Surgery tomorrow morning and recovering all of next week. He is scheduled for his first round of Chemo in 2-3 weeks and we need to pray that there will be no more unexpected complications that will cause further pain or delay in getting to the Chemo.

Monday, June 8

Josiah's Pirate Party...


Josiah's Birthday is June 28th but since we will be in Florida then, we decided to have a party with his friends here this past weekend. He wanted a Pirate Party and I wanted the party to NOT be at my house so we decided to have the party at a nearby park. I never even thought to check the weather and YES it did rain! Luckily the park had a covered pavilion and we were able to stay dry, but not warm. When the rain came down the baseball games at the park got canceled and ALL teams, coaches, parents and other spectators ran to the one and ONLY covered pavilion. Yep, our party pavilion. We just kept right on partying and the kids had a blast!After Josiah opened all of his presents, Heath asked him "Josiah what do you say to all of your friends?" Without having to think about he proudly said "I got a dart gun!!!" That was one party for the record books that none of us will soon forget.





















First Swim of Summer...